"According to you, I'm stupid, I'm useless.
I can't do anything right.
According to you, I'm difficult, hard to please,
Forever changing my mind.
I'm a mess in a dress,
Can't show up on time,
Even if it would save my life,
According to you.
According to you.

But according to him,
I'm beautiful, incredible,
He can't get me out of his head.
According to him,
I'm funny, irresistible,
Everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it.
So baby, tell me what I got to lose,
He's into me for everything I'm not,
According to you."

~According to You by Orianthi~

Today has been an awesome day. I've never had so much fun in ages and guess what? It feels so good to laugh again. Last night, I dunno... I felt so alone. With the whole world like against me, nothing felt worse. I felt like no one cared cos' no one showed it. Apart from Yi Chin who was actually there. Chi Kei, who cheers me up in some of the worst moments and Aisyah who is always there one way or the other. No one else seems to care much. But I guess that's juz my life... I no longer have anyone who I think of when I am down. Except Yi Chin. I dunno how to explain but it's juz not the same somehow... Anyway, my brother bought Dixit, one of the games from Thinkcon. I played Dixit, Blokus, Name of the Rose, Once Upon A Time and Word Jam. All of them are fun in their own way.

Once Upon A Time.
Played with: Syakirah, Sarah, Ben, Edmond, Vince, Aisyah, Chi Kei, Ranil and Najiha.
Count: Several times.
Comments: VERY FUNNY! XD Everyone kept joking around making unsensible and even sick stories. I can't remember who won. XD

Dixit.
Played with: Maeson, Chi Kei, Chua, Yo Xin and Joshua Wong
Count: Once
Comments: It was also very funny. And fun, of course. I love the way they describe the pictures. XD Yo Xin won in the end. Got tied with Maeson. And Chi Kei got last. XP

Blokus.
Played with: Maeson, Wynton and Ryan
Count: Once
Comments: I won! XDDDDD But of course, with help from the lovely and awesome Chi Kei! Haha. Love you girl!

Name of the Rose.
Played with: Chris and Syakirah
Count: Once
Comments: Yehbonne taught us how to play and judged the game. Syakirah won in the end. XD It's a complicated game. Quite hard to explain. It's like you have to help yourself to try win the game but at the same time, you can't let ppl know your identity. So sometimes, you have to make yourself lose on purpose. XD Chris and Syakirah totally guessed my identity! XD Syakirah and I also guessed Chris' identity. But me and Chris couldn't guess Syakirah's. XD Which kinda explains the win. The game took about an hour but it was an hour well spent.

Word Jam.
Played with: Maeson, Chi Kei and Chua
Count: Once
Comments: The game was introduced to us by Yo Xin. It was quite fun. You have to guess words. Kinda hard to explain. Chua won the game by one point. Maeson and I were tied. AGAIN. XD Chi Kei got last. AGAIN. XD Haha. Dun tell her this yeah. XD

But it was a wonderful day altogether. Saw loads of my buddies and I almost felt complete again. Like who I am. I can't seem to figure out what that missing thing is... I am now currently appearing offline on skype. I dun usually but I dunno la... I juz dun feel like talking much to anyone right now. Cos' like I said I dun think everyone cares anymore. Except Yi Chin(who I'm talking to now), Chi Kei and Aisyah. To many, I'm emo. But well, that's the way I am. Take it or leave it.