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Friday, May 14, 2010, 5:17 PM
"I was such a fool,
I didn't see it. Just how good you were to me... You confessed your love, Undying devotion, I confessed my need to be free... And now I'm left, With all this pain.. I've only got myself to blame... Oh... I lie awake, I drive myself crazy, I drive myself crazy, Thinking of you. Made a mistake, I let you go, baby. I drive myself crazy, Wanting you the way that I do. Wanting you the way that I do." ~I Drive Myself Crazy by NSync~ This song has always been one of my favourites... Today hasn't been that good. Practice was wayyy better than usual. For ONCE, it was actually fun. Can't believe I said that but yeah... Everything was kinda awesome in school.. The only thing that I didn't like was what just happened. I feel so annoyed and I just don't want to hear it. Why can't she ever get the message? She doesn't have anything to do other than pick on me? Annoy me? I won't say who.. but WTH LA. I mean, c'mon, you would think that after all this while, she might get tired of that stupid thing but why would she huh? Still the same old annoying thing. Even I have better things to do than listen to that la. == I feel so bored now. I need someone to talk to desperately. If you happen to be there, just talk to me ok. I need to get calm and to forget that stupid thing. I mean, it's gonna happen again in maybe half an hour, I'm predicting, but for now, I wanna forget it. Just can't stand it la. And teacher said that I can't go for the Monday thing, I'm like WTH. It's just one day la, they'll manage fine without me for ONE day. == But I'm a little upset that Marcus, Angel, Brenda, Ee Leng, Ivan, Edward, Hao Zhi, Najwa and my brother won't be able to come for it. They've got exam on that day... :( It'll only be me, Ashlyn, Ilyana, U jian, Yehbonne, my sis and Jun Lam then. It won't be as fun la... :( LOVE THEM MAN. Those hard times of practicing with them has made some sort of bond there... I dunno. They're so awesome! Some of the best people I've known. I wish we still had cheer somehow.... I knew this would happen someday even during practice but I wish it didn't have to happen so soon.... |
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