"I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house.
That don't bother me.
I can take a few tears every now and then,
I just let them out.
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while,
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me.
There are days every now and again,
I pretend I'm okay,
But that's not what gets me.

What hurts the most,
Was being so close.
Having so much to say,
And watching you walk away.
And never knowing,
What could have been.
And not seeing that loving you,
Is what I was trying to do.

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you,
Everywhere I go...
But I'm doing it.
It's hard to force that smile when I see your old friends and I'm alone.
Still harder getting up,
Getting dressed,
Living this regret.
But I know if I could do it over,
I would trade, give away all the words,
That I saved in my heart,
That I left unspoken.

What hurts the most,
Was being so close.
Having so much to say,
And watching you walk away.
And never knowing,
What could have been.
And not seeing that loving you,
Is what I was trying to do.
Ohh...

Yeah...

What hurts the most,
Was being so close.
And having so much to say,
And watching you walk away.
And never knowing,
What could have been.
And not seeing that loving you,
Is what I was trying to do."

~What Hurts the Most by Rascal Flatts~

Production's finally over... About a month ago, I would be really happy. But now, things are diff. They've changed. I'm going to miss laughing with all of them so much. I'm going to miss Ji Anne and Kelvin's crazy laughter and hilarious jokes. I'm also going to miss some of the talks I have with Samuel. And I'm going to miss going talking to Erena. Hanging with Shen Lynn and Auriel. I'm even going to miss those times when they picked on me. Now all I have left are memories and some pictures. I dun even know what to say anymore. I didn't cry last night when everybody else did. I hugged lots of them though not all. And everyone was like, "Why aren't you crying?" I don't know. I was still laughing and everything. I thought I wasn't going to cry until I saw Farel crying. Gosh, man, him crying was like breaking my heart man. It was just so sad. But I still didn't cry. I almost did though. It's a really sad thing. I nearly cried during Director's Call too. All the teachers were like giving those meaningful speeches. It's so sad. :'( I'll miss all of you so much. I'll remember you guys forever. You guys are always in my heart... :) Thanks to those of you who came and watched. Thanks for your support. I love all of you my friends. You guys are the best!