Lily : What's the point?
Rufus : The point is we can still find him.
Lily : Well, and if we do, after what I just did. What am I supposed to say to him?
Rufus : That we're his parents. That we're here for him. That love can fix things.
Lily : Oh, we both know that's not true.
Rufus : You know what? I don't. What Scott saw was you, grasping at anything you can to push me away.
Lily : That is not true.
Rufus : First, it was Serena and Brown. Then, this. You can't see the future.
Lily : Well, I'm scared of the future. I'm scared of a lot of things.
Rufus : You're scared because you're in love with me like you've never loved any of your husbands. And unlike a Bart Bass, someone like me can break your heart. And that's terrifying. And I know that because right now, you're breaking mine.

Gossip Girl Season 3 Episode 5 : Rufus Getting Married

I feel like I wrecked today. I dunno why. And the costume made me feel really exposed. LOL. Couldn't help it. And many thanks to Sophie for the makeup. You were awesome. :) And Shen Lynn, you were amazing, dancing today. :) Love you. I liked the "Defying Gravity" dance. A lot. It was amazing. My sister didn't believe me when I told her but whatever la. XD It's still good. So yeah. We did okay I guess. I have nothing much to say really. Nothing that you'll be interested in anyway. I think. It's the same old story. Girl hated guy. Girl gets to know guy. Girl falls in love with guy. Guy plays girl. Girl gets heartbroken. Girl can't get over guy. Guy moved on. I think you know how I feel now anyway. Too many posts have been on how I can't get over him itself. I wrote five pages just now in my diary. LOL. It's been such a longgg time. Oh well. I dunno what more to say. So bye. If there's anything you wanna know, just ask. No harm in that. I'll tell you just about anything you wanna know.