Why do I keep running from the truth? All I ever think about is you. You got me hypnotized. So mesmerized. And I just got to know. Do you ever think when you're alone all that we could be? Where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush? Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? Cos' I'm trying and trying to walk away. But I know this crush ain't going away...

Today was average. For some reason, there was something that was not quite right. Don't get me wrong. It went well. Just not THAT well. An occasional doubt about my day here and there. I don't know why. I hope tomorrow's awesome. PLEASE RAIN AT 7AM. Need that to happen desperately. 3 times in 3 weeks. How bad is that? == OH GOD. PLEASE. I need it so bad. I dun really know what to say. Erm.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ETHAN. LOL. Spent an hour watching the theater group today. Rowena, Rachel, Sabrina, Elena, Aaron and Wah Dat. :D
It was fun while it lasted I guess. For dance today, it was so EMBARRASSING. Why did they have to come walking in when I started my solo and exit when I finished? SO EMBARRASSING. I swear I could have died. I mean I know that I'm gonna be performing in front of the whole school. But like, I'll try to put it off as long as possible. Try not to think about it. I still hope it'll rain tomorrow at 7. I'll keep my fingers crossed. For as long as it takes. Gonna start praying. HARD.