I know I've been letting you down, down. Girl, I know I've been such a fool. Giving in to temptation when I should have played it cool. The situation got out of hand. I hope you understand. It can happen to anyone of us. Anyone you think of. Anyone can fall. Anyone can hurt someone they love. Hearts will break. Cos' I made a stupid mistake. It can happen to anyone of us. Say you will forgive me. Anyone can fail. Say you will believe me. I can't take. My heart will break. Cos' I made a stupid mistake. A stupid mistake. She was kind of exciting. A little crazy, I should've known. She must have altered my senses cos' I offered to walk her home.

I went to get the letter from school today. The scholarship one. It says that if I decide to enroll there, I'll have to check in on the 9th of January. A day after my birthday and a day before Yi Chin's. And only one week to see my friends. That will not do. But like, I've been thinking about it. Something about it is tempting. Going there would allow me to leave all this drama behind me. No more expectations. Not from the same things anyway. But there are lots of things I'll miss. It's just that, although I dun have time to myself or much privacy there, I might wanna go. I dunno how to decide. There's a Meet-and-Greet session on the 3rd, the first day of school. I'll see how things go from there. And I watched "The Tourist" today. Awesome movie, that is. I absolutely loved it. Very good. Go watch it. It's awesome. I also saw Ee Leng, Yee Ling, Angel, Yoong Wei, Edmond, Suresh, Jeong Jun, Brandon, Leonard, Joo Kei, the whole of my brother's gang (I think you figured that) and Hou Tien, Egan, Ryan and U jian. I was like WTH. And yeah, people, I know I acted like some weird person. But I was hyper and I couldn't stop laughing. So yeah. Whateverrr.