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I'm Getting Over You
Monday, January 17, 2011, 9:10 PM
I found your picture in my wallet. Still got your sweater in my closet. I'll bring 'em by, maybe tonight. And people asking how I'm doing. But every question still has you in. I say I'm fine and I never think about you. But you're always on my mind. I'm getting over you. I'm getting over you, most of the time. If I say like I mean it, then maybe I'll believe it like it's true. I'm getting over you. Been playing all the songs you hated. I called the guy I almost dated. He's not the one but I'm having fun. And I'm better off without you. And I think it's what I want.
This song is sooo like how I feel. Well, part of it anyway. I so need to get over you. I can't wait for something that's doomed to never happen. And I'm so sick of this. I want to look at you and not feel anything. Like the lyrics, "If I say it like I mean it, then maybe I'll believe it like it's true." Well. I'm going to try it. I mean, I tried before. But this time, I'm going to stick to it. I'll try anyway. But anyway, I absolutely love cheer man. Everything about it. And whenever I get a stunt up, it just feels like I dunno... this sense of happiness. :D I love it so muchhh. Cos' time has made me strong. I'm starting to move on. Okay, I know it's random. But I'm listening to the song. And yeahhh. I'm gonna kick-ass this year. :D I want this year to be better than last year. In every way. I need it to be. I want to forget 2010. Just too many things happened... And yeah.. You know it's just too little too late. LOL. Dun mind the bolded words. They're the song lyrics. Went and blogged in Maeson's blog yesterday. :P Well, if you dunno the link, too bad for you. :P I purposely go type there instead of here. Cos' like, duhh. I don't want people to read. But I needed to "let it out". I mean yeah. I could type on Pages or something. But *shrugs* Doesn't matter la. I didn't mention names anyway. |
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