You didn't ask for this. Nobody ever would. Caught in the middle of this dysfunction. It's your sad reality. It's your messed up family tree. And all you're left with are all these questions. Are you gonna be like your father was and his father was? Do you have to carry what they've handed down? No, this is not your legacy. This is not your destiny. Yesterday does not define you. No, this is not your legacy. This is not your meant to be. I can break the chains that bind you. I have a dream for you. It's better than where you've been. It's bigger than your imagination. You're gonna find real love and you're gonna hold your kids. You're gonna change the course of your generations.

Valentines' Day has just passed. And honestly, I have no idea why everyone's making such a huge deal out of it. Okay, fine. I admit I thought it was a big deal last year. But then it was different. I thought the world was sugary-sweet. Like no matter happens everything is still the same awesome old thing. I'll get back on my feet. Ever since September last year, I haven't exactly been feeling right. Why? I just want to know. I can't seem to put my finger on it. I really dun even get why ever since that particular month I've started to feel this way. I only rmbr the month cos' that was when I started in Year 8. And that was when things started to not feel right somehow. I just don't know la. Valentines' Day was a disaster for me. I mean nothing totally extreme happened that made my life miserable. But somehow, with everything happening all at once, the day has totally worn me out. I'm so tired. Don't ask me why I'm still online at like 12.30 then. Cos' I don't know. But yeah. First day of Prefectship. I don't really feel much of a difference. Only that I shouldn't make any more mistakes. And now, I'm a "Senior" in the board. I guess the feeling of change will only come later. Well, goodnight. If it meant something to you, I hope Valentines' Day went well for you?