I don't even know the real me anymore. I can't even show how I feel. I hit the floor - I'm talking rock bottom. My feelings, I fought 'em. I can't believe it's come to this. Cos' I need a grip on reality. Now I wanna feel some sensitivity. I'm here. I'm telling you I cleared my life. I changed my head, trying to catch my skin again. I'm finding out what makes me live by living it up again. It's my world. I paved my way, found my sensitivity. I stepped back from the edge. Now I'm living it up again. I've been doing fine in my misery. Not crazy. I told them not to worry about me.

I've been happier these days. :) Things are happening for me. Just me and the things I love doing. Gosh. I like it. Tomorrow's PA showcase. Hope the show goes well. Good luck to all you performers. :) Went for the Seladang dance auditions today. :D I actually quite liked the dance. It was quite nice. Nice job Ilyana! Gosh. I dunno why. I feel so happyy now. :D My hyper mode is like on. I didn't even eat that much sugar. Today was amazing. We had rehearsals the entire day. :D Totally a step-up from any normal day. I like days filled with activities. :D Especially when I can hang with my buddies. ;) I don't why I'm ranting on about pointless things actually. :D I'm just bored. And I'm just trying to find things to write. But I can't now. Hahah. Byeeee.