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September
Thursday, June 30, 2011, 7:06 PM
All the things I still remember, summer's never looked the same. Years gone by and time just seems to fly. But the memories remain. In the middle of September, we still play out in the rain. Nothing to lose but everything to gain. Reflecting now on how things could have been, it was worth it in the end.
So I've been busy these couple days. With exams. And it's all going okay I guess. But this time I didn't feel the urgency to study. Something's going wrong. Even when I said I was emotionless for last term's exam, the day before the exam I would feel something and I'd hardcore study. But for this one, nothing at all. I only study cos' some part of me tells me that I need to. And even then, I procrastinate. Ohmygod. What is wrong with me? What am I turning into? Am I turning so numb that I can't even study properly anymore? I could still feel hurt though. Trust me. And sadness. At times, happiness. Oh gosh. And guess what? Tomorrow's examination is Maths. I'm going to die. Mr.Danny keeps saying it is very hard. He said it's harder than the topic test. I got 66 for the topic test or something. And okay, that one, I didn't bother studying at all. And I should've known better. But that is beside the point. How do you even study Math? You just have to know how to solve problems. Gosh. I hope my parents won't take it too hard on me if I don't do well. That's all. Bye. |
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